Confessions of a Man in Panties

[TorontoGay77]

I share some similarities with the original poster. I'm a gay man in a LTR and I love my underwear, the skimpier the better and I love panties too. However, similar to other people on this board, from day one, my partner was not intrigued nor interested in my underwear desires. I remember the first time I laid on the bed in my red thong, he joined and quickly pulled them off. I told him early on that I had an underwear fetish and that the clothing help put me in the mood and made me feel sexy. He didn't judge me but he did tell me that while he didn't understand he was fine with it. For me. So that's how things go. I buy my briefs, bikini briefs and thongs, and he doesn't mention them. I've purchased him sexy briefs and jockstraps and they usually get worn once before never being seen again. My partner isn't unsupportive - he just can't relate. When I told him one time that I needed to romp around the house all day in my thong, he was fine with it. He knows now during sex to not pull my underwear off me ... especially thongs ... I love pulling myself out of them while still having them on.

Over the past 10 years (we've been together 20), I found myself drawn more and more to panties. As well mentioned, they are far more interesting than typical men's wear. The materials, the colours, the styles - I love them. However, I have kept this hidden from my partner. His minimal endoresment of my male underwear fetish makes me feel he wouldn't be a fan of the panties. To be completely honest, my desire veered even more into crossdressing as I also engaged with stockings, pantyhose and bras. I'm very confident this is all driven by "forbidden" desires. When I was younger, I yeared for briefs. Then I wanted jockstraps. Then thongs. Now panties. As soon as I "normalize" one, I need another extreme to push my boundaries. All that said, I am confident I'm not dealing with gender identity. I merely like risky underwear.

So i have a secret stash of panties that I pull out whenever he is away for work (a few times a year). I gorge on my suppressed desires for a couple of days and then I'm able to reset and be happy with my male thongs and briefs. Truly, I find the male thongs much more comfortable than the panties. I've tried many and the panties that I like, for me, are for sexy time only. Wearing the male thong still makes me feel sexy; I still get a thrill wearing them under my pants on a regular day; I'll wear a thong to the gym and I'm happy for anyone to see while I'm still mildly embarrassed and thrilled. For beaches and pools, I have my speedos which are not popular in Canada and I get looks, but who cares. I'm truly happy in my speedo, in the water, under the sun. The odd gay group gathering usually brings out a few speedos which I'm happy to see.

I enjoy reading everyone's thoughts and stories. Those are some of mine.

[TANGA TANGA]

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